My arrogance will one day be my downfall. How I’ve managed to escape serious punishment for the shenanigans I enact is beyond comprehension. My unethical and dangerous behavior has been mitigated by a relative acceptance of restraint, but I still find myself pushing the envelope with behaviors that can only catch up with me. Parasitism and recklessness are my lifeblood. I realize that they do not need to be, but I can’t help but continue to tempt fate. If I do not abstain in full, I realize that I will one day be some combination of dead, incarcerated, or destitute, but I don’t feel such possibilities. What I cannot feel is left to the realms of my logical mind and this logical mind is tainted with an arrogance challenged by none.