I wish I better understood what causes my anger and how to control it. My father beat me during my younger years when he and my mother weren’t neglecting me. Yet I feel no anger toward such, only apathy. I’ve had friends disappoint me only to cut them out of my lives and forget their transgressions within hours. Yet, the slightest misspeak by a confidant makes my blood boil to the point that I become an uncontrollable mass of potential destruction. Every nerve is on edge, my body feels like it is in fever, and my limbs tingle. I cannot slow matters down, but I know that no action I could possibly take right now would result in a beneficial outcome.