Brainspatter

Napalm showers to show this coward that my brain’s not here to fuck around.  Brain matter on the wall, dripping as it falls, only to remind myself of the cyclical nature of it all.  Blood boiling, ground soiled, the rage is here again.  It won’t stay, I hope and pray, and the status quo will this time stay.  Clusterfucked, thunderstruck, it will all come back one day.  No control, ripped and torn, I wait for the deluge to end.  Sinew flowing, mind-blowing, just please God, let it all stop.

The quiet spark, snide remark, to set in motion the chain reaction.  A violent friction, dark predilection, to begin the darkest action.  Nuclear, full of fear, no control over the strings that jerk me.  Hook in mouth, headed south, no say in the forces that work me.  Blackmail my soul, it takes its toll, can I please just be set free?  Cyclical, prophetic all, why does this happen to me?

A quiet penance, another repentance, no say in when the circle ends.  Necrotic, neurotic, the vortex rends.  Death-dealer, free-wheeler, a bloody passion play.  Voodoo doll, it takes its toll, even when it takes its stay.  Gangrene, unseen, I just want to break free.  Brainspatter, ripped and tattered, the cycle ends with me.

Napalm showers to show this coward that my brain’s not here to fuck around.  Brain matter on the wall, dripping as it falls, only to remind myself of the cyclical nature of it all.  Blood boiling, ground soiled, the rage is here again.  It won’t stay, I hope and pray, and the status quo will this time stay.  Clusterfucked, thunderstruck, it will all come back one day.  No control, ripped and torn, I wait for the deluge to end.  Sinew flowing, mind-blowing, just please God, let it all stop.

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Comments

  1. MA32 says

    Ask yourself what exactly is making you anger, and if you can’t answer that or if the answer is simply apparently nothing and everything. Think of a few solutions, like doing a little exercise or eating something you like (this releasing endorphins).

    If the anger is directed at someone, stay away from that person and instead of hurting them break stuff you don’t need/ don’t like anymore. Swearing can also release tension lol. But most importantly don’t hurt yourself.

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